انك لا تهدي من أحببت ولكن الله يهدي من يشاء

6 11 2007

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I’ve received an e-mail from my brother containing THIS .

My eyes teared up right after I saw the website. I’m so happy for him mashallah 3aleih.

I wanted to post about it “tomorrow” after work, but after el-fajir prayers I couldnt sleep. I felt guilty for not posting the man’s story right after I read the e-mail fwd. allah yethabtik inshallah 🙂

I have a question to ask. Are you prepared for death?
tesbe7oon 3ala kheir





Once upon a time! LOOOL

22 09 2007

Today after al-3isha prayers my cousin called, she wanna celebrate her 3eeD-Milaaad, so she decided to pick me in her NEW car and offer me “McFlurry” from McDonald’s. (she’s generous)

@ 9:30PM exact, my cousin arrived. We went to McDonald’s al-nuzha (naksir il kha6ir) lol =~~) so, we ordered 1 McFlurry (for me) and 1 Applepie (for her).

NOW, the story begins.

Poor ana : Happy 24th birthdaaaaaaaaaaaaay *cousin*  mabrouk 3al sayarah! allah ya36eech min khairha oo yekafech sharha inshallah =~]

Birthday Girl : Thanks 😉 *WARNING* IF you drop the McFlurry in my car, I’LL KILL YOU!

Poor ana   : I’m not a baby tara, bs Inshallah =]

…. 10secs,  suddenly my McFlurry slipped from my hands 😉

Birthday Girl : LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! SAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!

Poor ana : LALALALALA!! TARA 6A7 3ALA HDOOMEEEY LAT7ATEEEEN!!!

Birthday Girl : EKHTHAY KLEEEEEEEEENIX NATHFEEEH BSER3A! 

Poor ana : MAGDAAAAAAR!! etha nathafta raaaa7 ye6eee7 3al kishin LOOL =[~~

…. fa Birthday Girl opens the light maskeena she wanted to make sure that nothing happened to her car lool, ilmohem she parked in a place in damascus st. near (alma6afi), she parked so that i can clean myself outside the car

…. ana nizalt min il sayara, 3aad HNEEEE SIJ the story begins LOL!

Poor ana : abbaih 7abebty entay asfa asfa wallah mo qasdi bs ashwa ma sar shy ib sayartich, bs 6aa7 3ala hdoomeey 

Birthday Girl : ashwaaa lool

fa during that time i was cleaning myself min il vanilla ice-cream … faj’a, 4 SEYAYEEER SOUDA GMC .. nas isfe6aw warana o nas isfe6aw yamna, faj’aaaaa chan te6la3 naghma moseqeya jameela 3ibara 3an hirin il maba7eth *6ooooooooooooolloooooooooooooooo6* a7ad may3aref sot il hirin mal il maba7eth? =] .. sota yekhari3 3araftoh? 3aaad ilmohem, il 4 seyayeeer kelhom ifta7aw il flasheeraat malat il dawreeya (il a7mar oo il azrag) .. ib hal wagt, ana o bint 3amy wayehna saar 3ibara 3an 3alamat istefham 😉 .. ehney enzelaw il reyayeeeel o ana galbi 6aa7 ib ba6ney min il khof chan ag3ad bil sayara LOL 7addi superman min il quwwa elli feeeni

FBI : ilhaweya min fathlech

Poor ana : “.. nizal 3alay futhool mamZoja ib quwwa”  .. laish?

Poor ana : tara ga3da anathef hdomey min il ice-cream *shof*, ooo tara tawna saf6een ma sarlina dgega! intaw yeetaw bser3a *lol*

FBI : shme3na wigaftaw ehney ?

Poor ana : hatha shari3 dimashq sa7?

FBI : “..mu 3ajba” sa7

Poor ana : o shfeh hal mukan etha sefa6na feh dgega?

FBI : ya rait ma tasfe6on ehne mara thanya

Poor ana : Inshallah

FBI : mashkoreen o ya rait law t7arkon il7een

…. 3ad ana ehney ham baghait agola laish? LOOOOOOOL .. il7emdellah rabbkom sitar o ma sa’altah, oo 6ab3an my cousin didn’t say a word! lol her 24th birthday mara7 tinsah 6oul 3omerha 3ogob hal mawqif ilta3eees =~~]





What’s the use of crying if nobody’s listening?

19 09 2007

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Deema puts her head under her pillow, her fingers in her ears, her chest was shaking and her heart was beating so fast. Under the pillow she cried as loud as she could, even if nobody was listening. She cried because it was better to listen to herself crying than hear that terrible noise, and when she was too tired to cry, she fell asleep.

The next morning, Deema didn’t feel so well, She had a big pain in her chest and it was hard for her to breathe. So, She felt like skipping work.

Suddenly Deema’s mother came in to wake her up…

Mother :  Deema wake-up. It’s 7:15am. 

Mother :  … You’re not crying, are you?

Deema :  No. I’m not crying.

Mother :  You haven’t been fighting, have you?

Deema :  Fight? ……. No everything is fine. I’m a bit tired I didn’t sleep well last night.

Mother :  Uh. Don’t tell me you were using that piece all night *points at the laptop*

Deema :  No.. It’s not because of the internet

Mother :  I see. *leaves*

 Deema’s now back to her own world. Deema is 21 years old. She’s innocent, funny, generous, creative, friendly, she’s one of a kind. That little girl suffered alot for many years. Only God knows her secrets. She knew things that she shouldnt be knowing; at the age of 14 she knew that her elder sister have many boyfriends. She tried to stop her, but she couldnt. One day, her elder sister was telling her that my boyfriend’s friend saw you in the resturant and he seemed to like you. He asked for your number and I gave him your mobile number. Deema was in a deep shock!

Deema : OMG!!! How could you! How could you do this to your own little sister!!

Sister : Hey! It’s not a big deal! You’re 14 now, It’s normal that you attract boys

Deema : I attract them FINE, but why would I talk to them!!!??? I don’t need and want/need a boyfriend.

Sister : You’ll end up alone

Deema : STOP IT! you’ll ruin your reputation!. If you don’t care about yourself, think about me! I’m your little sister!

Sister : What did i do? You made me look like a criminal!

Deema : You don’t look like one. YOU ARE!

Sister : No wonder no one likes you.

Deema : FYI. I’m happy the way I am. I don’t if they like me or not, atleast they respect me.

Sister : You’re faking it 

Deema : One day u’ll regret it. and If that guy called on my mobile. I will tell my mother everything

Sister : Don’t worry. I will tell him my sister is a monster, so that he wont call you

Deema : MUCH BETTER!

.. That was the beginning of her sorrow. Deema was very sensitive and caring, but life didn’t treat her the way she deserves to be treated. Life didn’t give the poor girl a rest …

sometimes they shout and hit you when you havent done anything at all, and sometimes when you’ve done hunderds of naughty things, they don’t even notice.

Yemkin to be continued mo akeed =] 

seyam maqbool wa if6ar shahhy

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